Why did I cut myself…fuckkkkkkk I wish I could go back to it
Why do Iike you when you wont talk to me anymore
To everyone I ever talked to, I’m sorry
how to get the d
i think i don’t want it anymore
I literally learned that shit today
I know you don’t give two shits about me, yet I feel this way and this urge to talk to you. Fuck… I hate being me, fucking annoying, stupid as hell, a bother, a screw up, worthless, nothing, and a piece of shit
I try to be so nice to you, and you treat me like shit. Thanks a lot. Thats why its pointless to like you and everything
Knowing that really no one cares about you, does show how worthless I am. I’m sorry to everyone I annoyed, bothered, pissed off, and anthing else. It wont happen again because I’ll gladly be gone for good.
Please, will someone give me a gun and put it to my head and pull the trigger, or let me borrow one…
Tired of it all. Being worthless, annoying, a bother, retarded, stupid, boring. I don’t belong here and I don’t deserve half the people in my people in my life. Just one day when I do try again, im hoping it will finally happen. I can’t wait tocbe dead and away from it all
Fuck life. I wanna be dead so bad
Why did I tell her that…
Fuck me. Why do I like people anymore, its so pointless to. Fuck.