Why did I cut myself…fuckkkkkkk I wish I could go back to it
Fuck, I’m so stupid. Yes I do see why people say I’m retarded. Actually wish I never did it but can’t go back on it, fuck all you who made me end up doing this…
Why do Iike you when you wont talk to me anymore
To everyone I ever talked to, I’m sorry
how to get the d
i think i don’t want it anymore
I literally learned that shit today
(via staay-youung)
I know you don’t give two shits about me, yet I feel this way and this urge to talk to you. Fuck… I hate being me, fucking annoying, stupid as hell, a bother, a screw up, worthless, nothing, and a piece of shit
I try to be so nice to you, and you treat me like shit. Thanks a lot. Thats why its pointless to like you and everything
Knowing that really no one cares about you, does show how worthless I am. I’m sorry to everyone I annoyed, bothered, pissed off, and anthing else. It wont happen again because I’ll gladly be gone for good.
Please, will someone give me a gun and put it to my head and pull the trigger, or let me borrow one…
Tired of it all. Being worthless, annoying, a bother, retarded, stupid, boring. I don’t belong here and I don’t deserve half the people in my people in my life. Just one day when I do try again, im hoping it will finally happen. I can’t wait tocbe dead and away from it all
Fuck life. I wanna be dead so bad
Why did I tell her that…
#stupid
#fuckme
But it never will get better. No matter what I will always be that worthless piece of shit that annoys everyone and pisses them off. I just want it to be over so bad idc what would happen to me just as it will end. All of my “friends” don’t give 2 shits about me and could care less, just like everyone else in the world. Im just hoping that it works soon….
Fuck me. Why do I like people anymore, its so pointless to. Fuck.